today i m so moody when i wake up...

recently i'm oways worry bout tis problem...
my younger bro is actually not yet mature or mayb tat is his style...
begin from tis year... i feel like i'm totally lost the connection with him although he is jus bside me...
i'm so hard to communicate with him for tis year.. wat i say or wat my mum say.. he wil not agree n start argue dy.. although tat is jus a small arguement.. but b4 tis... he din do tat u know?

he is 14 years old for tis year...
i know tat a lot of guy or gal oso willing go to KL n buy some clothes izit?
reason: 1) various type of choice
2) not tat expensive compare with kuantan here
but tis time i go to KL... i actually dun have tat nice trip...
23rd v reach KL.. then go to sg. wang.. i ask him follow us lar.. coz i think sometimes he may see some shirt which he like ma... then he straight away gv me a "dark" face... show me how he bu shuang to shopping with us...ok fine.. i diam diam lar.. dun wan bother him.. then i saw a shop sell a lot of Rm15 shirt.. then i ask him go n c c lar.. he show me the face again..then i ask him go n c c lar.. otherwise u wont have shirt to waer for next year.. then he go n c c...

then he choose a sut.. Rm69.90
wah.. so expensive dy leh.. coz no jenama de nia...
but then.. my mum oso pay to him wat...
then he dun wan choose for the t-shirt dy.. ok lo...
after tat i ask him go to c another shop...

"i dun wan.. u dun force me ar..!"

"if u come to KL dun wan buy shirt then wat for u come here?"

"i dun wish to come here oso.. jus u all wan me to come only ma.."

once i hear tis sentences, i really wan to "扫他一巴掌"
parents gv us the money.. let u go n choose wat ever shirt.. how expensive oso nvm ar... but then u show us tis response... express out those XXXX things?
tat time.. totally no mood... he leave from there.. i continue shopping with my mum

at tat nite...
i calm down n talk to him...

"if u dun wan buy at KL, then when only u wan to buy? wanna buy at kuantan? is tat kuantan got such cheap shirt? is tat kuantan got such many choice?"

"dun wan buy then dun wan buy lar... dun have new shirt oso nvm de ma... jus u all every time oso force me to buy... i dun like to shopping oso...!"

"ok lar... u dun wan buy then dun wan buy lar... 你一世都不用买新衣的啦！buy at KL.. got so many choice..u can choose the most like one.. cheap.. can save some money.... u oso not understand tat?"

i throw these ques.. i hope he really cant understand..but he make me disappointed.

2nd day.. he say he dun wan follow us. he say he wan go to fren's house...
but my daddy not live in Kl... is so hard for my dad to fetch him go to his fren's house u know? my daddy reject tat... but if my bro din go to his fren house then wat can he do? stay at hotel n slep? then i begging my daddy to let him go...since my cousin at there... my cousin say can fetch him go but bek he ask my bro to go bek by his ownself... coz my cousin gonna go bek to his house...
again.. bcoz of my bro.. i argue with my dad

"daddy, let him go lar.. then bek u fetch lar..."

"dun ask me to fetch ar... later corner here corner there... go astray again.."

"then i fetch him bek lo..." (coz my cousin say very easy de.. the way to go n bek)

"dun wan dun wan.. u think u really expert in driving?"

"then ma let didi bek by taxi lar.."

"taxi.. later traffic jam... how much gonna pay oso dunno ar.."(daddy actually is worried bout my bro safety...)

"pay then pay lar.. otherwise.. he stay at here oso boring de ma.."

.......

my cousin fetch my bro go dy...
then my face n daddy's face like the coal... dark... moody again...
my dad sudd say next time dun ask ur bro come out dy. ask him oways stay in his room lar.. sit infront the computer lar..
i know my dad is totally angry at tat time...
then he leave away...
me continue my shopping with mum...
my mum n y.sis jus like orang tengah.. tam tam me... tam tam my dad...

til evening.. everything bcome normal... i play with my dad again.. n_n
then have a plan to genting for xmas countdown...
how was my y.bro action? sure u all can guess it...
he say dun wan..
ok fine.. tis time i really dun wan bother him dy.. let him stay alone at the hotel lar.. =p


today morning... my bro make me angry again...
long story.. conclusion... his nature..behavior... all change...bcome bad temper...
recently oways argue with my mum...but sometimes my mum oso lar...got her problem with the word tat she say out... but my bro.. haiz..


i dun like tis feeling..
b4 tis... my family communicate with warm...withour arguement...
i really miss the time...
i hate tis year..
but i know the same thing wil happen in next year..
i really hope tat the time can pass over faster n faster.. i hope tat my bro can bcome mature a bit... plz change ur attitude...